Is there anything as tragic as the tremor of regret? I seem to see it everywhere these days… Its a pervasive little infliction, its a twitch mid-laughter or a shiver mid-song, where someone is reminded of the real world, of words they shouldn’t have said, of things they shouldn’t have felt, of mistakes that weren’t worth making… That shake is more than movement, its a scream, its a proclamation that happiness is so often fleeting. Is there anything as tragic as realising that no one can ever be truly happy without remembering that a small part of them is inconsolable inside?
i used to think
we were just like lorelai and rory; complementary angles
not without our overlaps
but joined together to create all that we are.
as i grew older i’ve come to realize
that we’re more like emily and lorelai; parallel lines
going through life together
but on separate paths
always close but never close enough.
that’s not to say one is better than the other
because all in all a mother’s love for her daughters is still there
because i think at some point all of our lorelais become emilys
because there is nothing simply stated about a relationship like this (like ours)
(cc, 2019)


